Don’t know if this is the type of things to share on here, but I saw an opportunity to get it off my chest so here I am and hope to maybe get some feedback. So I recently found out my husband has been having a monthly subscription of $20 to some girl’s OnlFans account (a website where you can post your nude pics/videos). The girl whom he is subscribed to is a girl he used to have a thing with/for. He admitted he watches her to ‘masturbate’. I don’t know how to feel or what to do. Honestly I think it’s hitting me harder than it should because it’s not just a random person, it’s someone he personally knows whom he had feelings for.